Right now I wanted to say: fuck you!!!
I want to say it with the same urge that I said: I love you!
You only hurted me so bad because I love you even badly.
I guess we will never talk to each other again.
But I'm sure you read my notes here and there, now and again.
So please read this:
Even if I'm hating you, I still feel everything that I was feeling a month ago, and for the last 7 years.
I really care, I really like you, I really want you...and I'm really sorry that you had'nt the guts to talk to me one last time at least to say goodbye.
It was not my fault....